by Marcy Heller

“Spiritually speaking, everything that one wants, aspires to, and needs is ever-present, accessible here and now— for those with eyes to see.” – Surya Das   

Dear Courageous Spiritual Warriors,

Now more than ever, we are being driven by a deep inner restlessness. We may feel this restlessness as a sense that something is missing in us, although it is usually difficult to define exactly what it is. Covid-19 is growing us all. It is tantamount to when we went to summer school and had to cram a whole school year’s worth of learning into a few short summer months. We are on the fast track of evolution and this train is not slowing down anytime soon. Moreover, it is the rebirth of our civilization. So much has to be taken away for new things to be given.

For many of us, it is showing that what we valued most might not seem to be so valuable any longer! Covid-19 is the great awaken-er and in all its essence is reshaping our lives. Now, after all these weeks, coming out of our confinement we are beginning to see the light of who we and others truly are. And what we want is now being replaced by what we need! This virus is creating brand new ways to express our love and redefine the connectedness as we once knew it through our five-sensory understanding – this is a multi-sensory experience that goes far beyond our senses right into the heart of the matter!

All living things have a yearning inside that wants to become itself, the tadpole wants to be a frog, the chrysalis wants to become the Monarch butterfly, and humans want to become whole, to be enlightened!   As we all know, if we just reflect for a minute or two that the restlessness or feeling of being incomplete is very rarely healed by having a better partner, a better car, house,ect. Moreover, even though those things/people can bring us happiness and joy it can be very fleeting and never quite fulfills that inner longing. At some time we all come to realize that looking to the outside for happiness is always only a fleeting moment.

Our culture never encouraged us to go within to fill that inner longing in our Soul. Deep down in our hearts there is a yearning for us to know who we are and why we are here. The great sage Krishnamurti wrote, “It seems to me that before we set out on a journey to find reality, to find God, before we can act, before we can have any relationship with another… it is essential that we begin to understand ourselves first.”

We yearn to soar, however it seems for many of us because of self-defeating habits and ignorance, we limit ourselves. Paul Selig in the ‘Book of Knowing’ channeled,  “Are you telling mankind that they are the Christ? And yes, we are. But you have not known the magnificence of who and what you are because you have not been attuned to the possibility that it can be so. It has been made so already. The way was shown to you many times, but what you have done as a civilization is adhere to paradigms that will tell you this cannot be so. You relinquish your authority, every time that you agree that you are small, that you are dominated by a structure that must know more than you. You design this, you know. You are so used to this, to playing the game of limitation that you create from it. It is the hat you wear that shields you from the sun that would awaken you. “I know who I am in my limitation, in my poverty, in my fear, in my shame, in my unknowing.” Now you may know things. You may claim your knowing but you must do this in an awareness of your worth. Your worth, we say, is what is at stake here, and it is the teaching of this text. We do not design a text to make you feel better about yourselves, that is not our interest. However, it is helpful if you feel good because you will be more attentive. But when we say we want you knowing, we want you knowing of your worth in a profound way.”

So we just give up, and then move on to the next thing. Our Souls have created this experience we call life to accelerate and amplify the Love that we are.  However, the big flaw in that vision is that most of us are not living from Love. We live for the intellect of our minds and not from the Love of our hearts. When we live in our head, we’re dead. We live in a world that seems to celebrate everything about performance, achievement, prosperity, wealth, etc. We eclipsed our own core-values under the weight of the rules that the world handed down to us. From the time we are born we have been taught to believe in looking for the treasures outside of ourselves-instead of being recognized and celebrated for who we are so much has to be taken away for new things to be given.

What if there were a system that could enable us to have more clarity about ourselves and others? What if it could help us discern our filters more clearly and take them into proper account? A tool that could show us our strengths and weaknesses? Our purpose to be here. When to begin a project and when to complete one. A number system that would show us our personality patterns and our challenges as well. To show us the savings account we have in our name and birthday?  Moreover, once we know who and what we are, that longing seems to dissipate. We find meaning in our life once we can begin living on purpose and that endless inner longing ceases. We are free to accept the greatest secret and and most precious gift of all: the incredible mystery of our Being, our very existence. That very system is the Science of Numerology. Numerology shows you the blueprint of your life. It sets the stage for your style of communication, your abilities and talents and contributions for you to express through. Simply put, it shows what you came here to accomplish, how the assignment should be undertaken and what tools you have been given to live a larger life.

Your story matters because you matter. Moreover, know that one moment you may feel so brave and wonderful and the next moment you pray for transformation to stop. Take pause and know that all through the wild, wonder, imperfection, sadness, joy, grief, laughter and challenges the great news is that you will feel very much alive! Ascension is here…and now it is up to you to discover your own personal blueprint and live the life that you were born to live. Whatever that purpose is. Whether it be the visionary, pioneer, magician, artist, healer, teacher, doctor, attorney, Indian chief or courageous warrior.  We are being asked to re-enchant and re-imagine our world, and to see it with a new vision. We are not dying, we are being re-oriented! Know you aren’t in the field of Infinite Potential You ARE the field of Infinite Potential.