by Marcy Heller
“The speaking will get easier and easier. And you will find you have fallen in love with your own vision, which you may never have realized you had. And you will lose some friends and lovers, and realize you don’t miss them. And new ones will find you and cherish you. And at last you’ll know with surpassing certainty that only one thing is more frightening than speaking your truth. And that is not speaking.” – Audre Lorde
As I am feeling the earth rattling under my feet and feeling these intense sensations vibrating through me I also have this thing called Trust going on knowing that whatever is happening, even though it doesn’t always feel good or right and can feel quite uncomfortable it can also be the greatest teaching to propel me forward.
The details of your life, the story you may have told yourself up until now, can and will cause you to feel unworthy at times. However, fast forward if we can remember that we are the Ones on the leading edge of thought and in that very moment we can also choose a different thought and create something completely new. When we keep canceling out those thoughts of unworthiness, doubt, victim-hood, etc. we begin to become weary of that perception of sadness and create something so different. It just feels so much better!
Setting the stage as the gates are opening to infinite potential, now is the time to step into a higher gravitational experience of love both personally and collectively. The energy of today is about transcending limitations. As per Lorna Bevan, Astrology extraordinaire writes, “Between now and June 17th’s Full Moon, be alert for unexpected shifts in your life stream as accelerated time-lines overwrite the past. The dimensional flux synthesises parts of your Self you’ve never encountered before so your tastes, preferences, likes, dislikes, memories, allegiances and actions all change simultaneously. These are simply resolutions, resurrections or revelations of the higher mind. The blinking in and out of different states of consciousness is a physical sensation. It can feel disorienting, frightening or fascinating depending on your perspective.”
We are transforming into the new paradigm of being-to become lighter and much more loving and compassionate to ourselves and others. It all begins with US and how much love we can bring into our precious open-broken hearts!
Up until now so many of us (myself included), have lived our lives playing it small. Never realizing our full potential. Consequently, we have operated on less than all four burners. Unconsciously, we have created a diminished self of who we thought we were in order to align with the limitations that society had made true and that we have collectively consented to be ours. In fact, now that we are waking up and allowing new experiences to come to us, new possibilities are being created by our higher self for all of us to move forward to create a new conscious way of being. We have allowed the collective to imprint all these so-called limitations on ourselves. However, we are now tipping the scale and confirming We are not taking it any longer! We no longer are drinking the non-GMO, unhealthy, Kool-Aid that nourished our false self and created a set of core values that really wasn’t our truth. Moreover, no longer can it eclipse who we truly are. Now we are raising our selves to a higher level where we are stepping into our powerful selves and thus having the capacity to create far greater things all around.
In realizing how I have allowed my ego (small self), to drive the bus I am now in the process of realizing I did the best I could from the place where I was. I was a reactor. In other words I lived my life reacting to what I felt and thought I had to do or be to play it safe, loved, and protected. In growing up these past years I now see the significance of all the teachings that I have been given not only so I can begin to know who I really AM, but to also spread the word at large! When I started to give myself more love, when I changed my story everything on the outside changed.
If you are reading this muse-letter you are probably One of the many who have been called to rise for all our sake. By opening our hearts, supporting, encouraging and loving each other along the way we are tipping the scales and adding our voice to the collective effort. We are changing the paradigm for what it is to be fully conscious Human, loving, authentic, aware and kind. I know it is a process and we are all attempting to figure it out, independently and interdependently.
We are crossing the river of change. We are seeing the world from our new perspective. A new lens where we can create more magic, miracles and wonder! With our intention and putting our attention in creating new possibilities we are removing the veils and experiencing infinite, unlimited possibilities. A brand new world is being presented to us from seeing the world with new eyes. We knew who we were in our limited selves and now as we mid-wife and give birth to our newer selves what glorious fun we can have as we explore the infinite possibilities in a newer world knowing that we were born for these times. In other words, change is going to do us good!
No longer do we have to recoil from fear, based on the reactions of others. Instead we are the way-showers, who are shining brightly to come out of the shadow and shout out “We know who we Are!. We know what we are!” Especially, when we are true to ourselves. We are the champions. We are the spiritual gladiators. We are invincible. Powerful and Victorious! Moreover, through this awakening we can overcome our pain and thus quicken our progress towards experiencing greater and greater awareness. Thus, experiencing more love, light and peace!
My wish for you is to know you deserve everything and to take advantage of this fertile ground by beginning to make incredible and radical changes for your pursuit of happiness. You are the manager of your own thoughts and universe. I invite you to open up and allow more Divine Love to enter your heart. Once you do, watch as your new life unfolds, revealing the creative source, potential, and power underneath it all. Moreover, when you realize this truth, your world is transformed. As we begin to untangle our feelings and begin discerning how love and life are to be living your life fully – all the way down to the bones. Change your thinking, and you change your world – you want to be the One that everyone feels lucky when you walk into the room!
Now, after all of this, what story would you like to re-write and tell yourself? Then, how are you going to mold yourself to the outcome? Did you ever wonder that perhaps you weren’t born for the manifestation of your goals as much as for the excitement, joy and fun of the deliberate creation of it them all!