by Marcy Heller

Que Sara, Sara, whatever will be will be, the future is not ours to see, Que Sara, Sara…

When no one is certain what the future will bring, we can feel the overwhelm of uncertainty in all aspects of life; spiritually, physically, emotionally and cosmically. Through any crisis we either become a bigger soul or we become a smaller person. The Soul sees this new opportunity as another occasion to allow our Souls to create a bigger self. Being in the gap is indeed uncomfortable. However, you want to become more peaceful and resilient with that feeling. For myself I AM finding bravery, courage and commitment in the spirit of training myself as we are embracing the impermanence of our wild and wonderful life!

Again, this is where we find ourselves, in the threshold between regression and transformation. That is our work to discover where we are trapped and allow transformation to begin.

It’s when we open ourselves to our imagination, we are able to perceive and possibly get a different perceptive on the meanings behind the traumas and confusions in our lives. Everyone is living a life shaped by other people until they awaken to the life story trying to unfold from within them.

I hope you will take this personally, for it is All of You who have gathered here and now who have decided to incarnate at the highest level available. The criteria for doing just that requires us to awaken to who and what we truly are. The spiritual path is the journey of self-realization. They say that the truth can set you free, yet most of us hold back our truth and thus imprison ourselves. Being spiritual is about moving forward, giving birth to ourselves in every moment by unveiling what is true for us only by discovering and experiencing what isn’t true! And, it’s not for the faint of heart!

When our deeper self does come out, we truly feel empowered to become ourselves. We feel whole, mainly because our soul knows we are fulfilling our destiny in that moment. We are no longer separated from ourselves, making it possible to regenerate and feel reborn! It may have been one of those times that we may have said and felt, “It was like I died and went to heaven!”

Moreover, in not living our truth, not only are we denying ourselves, we are putting such heavy burdens on others who follow us, leaving immense pain for our families and friends to deal with later on. When we are running on all four burners and are healing ourselves we become whole again.

As we continue on this roller coaster ride, living on the edge feeling the acceleration of everything, we have to learn to stand in the darkness of not knowing. We are here to learn how to become ourselves even in the darkest times of uncertainty and to not abandon or judge ourselves so we don’t fall into despair. As humans, we are hard-wired to believe that we are supposed to keep moving forward, to progress, to be purposeful. We have downloaded the wrong idea. For even in the most difficult of times, life has the ability to transform our pain into wisdom and joy! We are the initiates now walking in the dark so we can discover our own path, purpose and vision of our souls that will bring back passion into our lives.

Just as Mary Magdalene wrote in her gospels, “Darkness is a power of the ego that can convince us we’re alone, separate and disconnected. Sometimes darkness comes so we can practice a form of vision that becomes possible only when all sources of external light leave us.”

As Lightworkers, we needed the darkness so that we can shine our Light. In a world of duality, light/dark, good/bad, right/wrong we are here to fly above that radar of 3d and soar like an eagle, sharing our Light to illuminate what is not true.

By choosing to take responsibility and to grow from the heaviness and weight of the world, you are trusting your soul to keep course correcting and thus moving forward aligned with your Divine Blueprint. You are not choosing the attitude of your smaller and more fearful self but rather the attitude of your soul, which is hopeful, expansive and eternal. You are living for the deeper truth hidden in the pain of circumstance.

Our Soul has the power to birth and to rebirth ourselves time after time. It is the sacred energy of Divine Love within each of us. We are birthing a new earth into being, one Soul at a time. Together. we can heal the inner and outer and return to love. We are creating a new way home.  Whether we are conscious of it or not, beyond our bodies we are our Soul. Moreover, when I speak of aligning with our Soul/Higher Self of whatever you call it is not about religion. It is aligning with a part of ourselves beyond our mind, which is limited by our five senses.

Everything we do as we co-create our new world is based on energy. The energy of what we are putting out there. That energy is drawing to us everything we experience. To ‘Know Thyself’, is the advice carved in stone at the famous oracle at Delphi in ancient Greece. The more we align with who we truly are and not try to simply fit in somewhere to be something we are not, the more we are anchoring ourselves in our own Divine Presence. Consequently, the more we change from the inside out, not only do we change, we affect our whole culture. For in digging deeper for our own truth not only does it set us free, it gives way for all of us to become more authentic!

We are all being initiated one way or another.  As Michael Meade wrote, “Thus, each obstacle we encounter, each loss we experience can be an invitation to change within and to step further into life. Initiation means “to begin, to step into, to initiate something new.” We answer a call, take a chance or are forced to face some difficulty and everything begins to change. Initiation means complete change, so that responding to the call also means there can be no going back. Embracing a new way of being requires that aspects of the old sense of identity be sacrificed and left behind. First, some event separates us from what is familiar; then, some struggle or ordeals ensue. If we survive, we return with new knowledge and a greater sense of life.”