by Marcy Heller

What an honor and privilege it is for me to celebrate the Tenth Year Anniversary of our Mystical Musings newsletter with all of our loving and supportive friends. Thank you for all you have been and continue to be… for without you as our partners and without your loving inspiration, life would not be the same. It’s because of You I do this…Moreover, as they say on Vulcan… “Live long and prosper”.

Looking back on the past ten years, it’s been quite an adventure. I have moved across the country from one state to another, I have separated from my partner of eight years, lost a lot of friends, fallen down mentally, spiritually and physically too many times to count, gotten back up that same number of times, had my heart broken, and probably broke other people’s hearts. I learned how to become independent, found new friends, met my dear friend Josh, and started writing these wonderful musings. I also collaborated with my beautiful friend, Robert. And, we wrote, ‘The Spiritual Archaeologist’. Discovering our power within! Lost track of time, had to let go and grieve for family/friends including my mom’s passing last year. I also realized that it is a privilege and I AM one of the lucky ones to get older! I moved into my own apartment. I had to re-start my business again, I went through years of being in the pandemic, most days forging ahead by myself. I learned to receive. I became an elder! I met many healers, teachers and created a wonderful tribe of awesome, creative, compassionate and conscious people. Like Yourselves. And, these are just a few things. Happy 10th Anniversary!

It’s been a miraculous, amazing, not for the faint-of-heart wonderful ten years. Most days, I would venture to say I wasn’t as happy as I could be. However, I never gave up the ship! Thanks to my Dad! Growing up hasn’t been easy and certainly not a walk in the park for me! There are seasons and reasons for it all. Now that it is November 2023, almost 3 years have gone by since I/we were quarantined, when it feels like how the hell did we get through those painful days always hoping things would return to a new normal! That we would learn to become more united, ready to own and not project our stuff. To learn to be kind, considerate, compassionate and caring – not just to others, but to ourselves as well. To be able to love more, again, not just for others, but for ourselves. We are so worthy to receive more! I have discovered my power, and realized it’s not just me. We all have that Divine Power/Love flowing within us!

When I look back on the past decade, it’s true that writing these musings changed my life and continues to do so. I am not always walking the talk; however, I have the courage to keep puffing my heart forwards. Even though life can be tough, I realized so am I. I am blessed and privileged to be living a graceful life that keeps getting better not by chance, but with all the changes I make. With more Earth Angels coming into my orbit then ever before. Most of all, my work helps me continue to serve, always leading me back to myself! I AM learning to love all of me. To have the courage to write these words. To be vulnerable. To be aware of what I am aware of and to keep courageously moving forward. I am learning to lead from my heart and to know that I AM consciously bringing love where it has never gone before. Especially to myself, so that I can fill my container and have more to give, share and love with others.

With great love and respect, Josh Lamothe thank you for all you offer the world and for continuing to be there with me every step of the way. I am deeply humbled and honored that you have chosen Me to be the recipient of your gifts. You have become the Master of your Craft and never cease to amaze me in the ways you are creating a ‘New Rome’, for all the hearts and souls that are Graced to cross your path. I could not have manifested this incredible volume of wisdom without the ‘Angelic Assistance’ from you and my dearly departed brilliant numerology partner Joe Ivory. (Whom I miss so very much.)

And, a special thank you to my beautiful daughter, Nicole Joy for all of her contributions, for never missing a week sharing her creative genius and beautiful heart and soul. Thank you for making our world even more beautiful with your amazing art and butterfly kisses. I love you so very much.

And to all of my friends, family, tribe, community and all of the mystics, pioneers, teachers, mentors, friends, alchemists, bloggers and writers that have uplifted, inspired and motivated me throughout the years, I could not have made it to this milestone all by myself. It takes a whole tribe to stay the course and believe in a vision greater than not only what serves my Higher Self, but serves the Higher Self for All of US. As the world intensifies, no matter what, know that you deserve more love, not less. Love yourself beyond anyone or anything else. Love yourself so much that you can’t do anything that doesn’t make you love yourself more.

As Robert Frost wrote, “Two roads diverged in the woods, and I took the road less traveled by.” Thank you for choosing the most unconventional path! I AM Beyond Grateful for all your love, support and trust. Until we meet again. Take pause and know you are cherished…I love you madly.

Luck comes most often when opportunity, preparation and skill meet. To help you better regarding your own cycles and timing, it’s a perfect time to book a reading. Would NOW be a great time to get inspired and excited about your own destiny and how you can keep course-correcting your life using the incredible magical tools of Numerology and Tarot? Give a gift that keeps on giving to yourself or a loved one. Knowledge is power and in the climate of uncertainty, chaos and confusion building up your spiritual infrastructure more than ever before is the most important thing you can do.