Everything is coming up and its all good. However, it doesn’t always feel like roses. As I write this piece Pluto is saturating the earth with its intense energy triggering in us much fear, anxiety and chaos. As it comes to the surface we can heal ourselves as well as the collective so it too can continue to heal and evolve. We are going through a universal transition. These incredible feelings as well as all the inconsistencies are causing our emotions to swirl around like a snow cone on a roller coaster. Where it stops nobody knows for sure. What’s more, since these energies may be here for a while we need to become surfers and learn how to ride the waves instead of being pulled by the tide, witnessing the feelings and emotions without attaching ourselves to them. This is where gratitude plays a big role so we can focus on what we have and not what we feel we are missing!
While these vibrations are causing us to feel confused, abandoned and unsettled it is also not appropriate for us to play the martyr anymore but rather take our indecisiveness and make tough love decisions out of love for ourselves. The universe is assisting us in manifesting those experiences which are heart rendering and move us from the core of who we thought we were so we can see what we are blocking in our own selves to move forward. These habits were from our old, worn out patterns that created the need for us to sacrifice for others. This is one of the first paradigms we need to let go of.
Michael Beckwith teaches us this, “There is a meant to be within us all. A power to manifest to evoke within us and embrace what we are meant to be. What are you radiating? What gifts are you seeking to radiate for life to express through you? Not to be victimize by but to be illuminated and enriched by it. On a daily basis as we radiate the dynamics of joy and bliss we become a living field of more joy, bliss and prosperity and will then be pulled into that magnificent direction.”
We are are here to give our gifts and to help complete this cosmic symphony we are giving birth to so we can create a radically new way to live. We need to fine tune into that frequency inside ourselves to our evolutionary heart’s desire so we can create the harmony from within. Evolution is longing for us all to do that so we can make a new reality in every moment. Our intention is to reset ourselves and play a larger game in the evolution of love. Our evolution is a love story in itself! For all the outrageous pain and suffering our only response is outrageous love. Our evolutionary friends are now our evolutionary family.
We are learning to love ourselves to take back our power and know that as we stand in our authenticity we will influence and lead others to do the same. As the medium and psychic, Jenny Schiliz wrote in her blog, “ What we have to keep in mind is that each person is experiencing exactly what they need for their soul growth. This does not mean that we do not have compassion and assist where needed, but it does mean that we are not to sacrifice self in order to do this. There is a reason that they tell families on a plane that in the event of an emergency, the parent needs to put their mask on first. A passed out parent is not going to be able to assist their children. This is even more important if you are living a life of service.”
On his 70th birthday Charlie Chaplain wrote his manifesto:
As I Began to Love Myself
As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY“.
As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody as I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me.
Today I call it “RESPECT“.
As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life, and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.
Today I call it “Maturity“.
As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance, I am in the right place at the right time, and everything happens at the exactly right moment, so I could be calm.
Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE“.
As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time, and I stopped designing huge projects for the future. Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love to do and that make my heart cheer, and I do them in my own way and in my own rhythm.
Today I call it “SIMPLICITY“.
As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything that is no good for my health – food, people, things, situations, and everything the drew me down and away from myself. At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.
Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF“.
As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since I was wrong less of the time.
Today I discovered that is “MODESTY“.
As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry about the future. Now, I only live for the moment, where EVERYTHING is happening.
Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it “FULFILLMENT“.
As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me and it can make me sick. But As I connected it to my heart, my mind became a valuable ally.
Today I call this connection “WISDOM OF THE HEART“.
We no longer need to fear arguments, confrontations or any kind of problems with ourselves or others. Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born.
Today I know THAT IS “LIFE“!
The challenge is to know and feel that we deserve to receive as we continue on this journey of self-awareness, emboding our inner children and supporting them to cultivate the courage to trust. A wise teacher once said, “The truth is, how can we possibly embody our soul if we don’t completely trust it?”
Sending you all love.
Have a wonderful holiday.