Are You Walking the Path of Your Own Essence?

by Marcy Heller

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows, (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)”
~ EE Cummings.

In 2006 Sera Beak wrote the book, The Red Book: A Deliciously Unorthodox Approach to Igniting Your Divine Spark. It was an open invitation to find our true self and to start sharing that Divine Spark that is within each of us with the rest of the world.

This legacy is now calling us all to dig deeper for our own truth. Now over twelve years later, there is a new healing that’s crying from our collective to reclaim the lost parts of our Soul. Even though our Soul is the most authentic part of who we are it is not uncommon to lose it. Sometimes even parts of it are lost to us. In fact, Soul loss is an epidemic on this planet even, and sometimes especially, afflicting everyone and everything!

And, as I shared in last weeks musings that I finally felt my soul it then become so much more apparent where then I had also abandoned it. The patriarchal mother and fathers who built the paradigm to be happy, to feel love and success were values that were placed upon us and seemed real but in time has proved not necessarily true!  They were based on false perceptions that we were told to find happiness.  But it wasn’t mentioned to us to go within and  search our own souls for the love and happiness we had longed for others to give us.

Soul work for me means letting go of who I thought I was to become who I truly am beneath all those layers of false perceptions and pain. I had to dig deep to find that inner foundation to support myself. I had to create a new infrastructure. Thus, having found this container I was able to create the space to give birth to a newer Me! It’s been quite intense, scary, raw and utterly freeing all at the same time. Walking through the corridors of death and rebirth is not a walk in the park. Nonetheless, I am doing it with no written map and with little direction other than what the energy of all this is telling me.  Moreover, with no guarantees, approval or confirmation, I have to give myself my own permission to journey here.

I am learning that life doesn’t have to be nearly as difficult as we make it. By making a shift in our perception to align ourselves with the Divine truly can bring heaven down to earth. By aligning your personal will with your Divine Will you can move mountains.  We are here to develop Faith. Faith in the unknown – that our intellect cannot prove.  To know We are Divine Beings temporarily living in human bodies.

In their extraordinary book, ‘Womb Awakening’, Azra Bertrand and Seren Bertrand, soul enchanters, declare that the  “New earth has been within us all along, waiting to birth. First and foremost we are on a healing journey to reclaim our souls. To develop an intimate relationship with it and discover in our everyday life. We are not the agents of magic, we are the magic. We are not only the vessel of God we are part of God, we are a beautiful living cell in the great cosmic body. We were not created as slaves, we are created to love and be loved, to thrive, to create, to enjoy, to inspire and be inspired, and to revel in creations.”

Each of us can only truly know what waits for us since everyone’s journey is unique and different.  Moreover, we can only grow as fast as we can and open up to receive what we are asking for. The key is for all of us to start asking that Divine Love in all of us for whatever it can reveal to us so we can wake up to our own inner knowing. Our own inner wisdom holds all the keys we need for our whole and complete healing.

For me, being able to reunite with my soul has been one of the greatest revolutions in my life. Our Soul has the power to birth and to rebirth ourselves time after time. It is the sacred energy of Divine Love within each of us. We are birthing a new earth into being, one Soul at a time. Together. we can heal the inner and outer and return to love. We are creating a new way home.  Whether we are conscious of it or not, beyond our bodies we are our Soul.

Sera Beak, who wrote the book ‘Revelations-A Soul’s journey on becoming Human’, tells us, “It is a journey to allow everything inside us that is not love to descent into the void in order to rebirth. The great shift of 2012 prophesied by the Maya referred to this knowing that a cosmic birthing gate was opening – that we would enter a time of rebirth entering the mother’s cosmic womb. Going over the edge feels like a form of dying to who we thought we were but this process also renews us in order to birth the beauty of who we truly are. Life is a beautiful holographic mirror that reflects all we are back to us, in order to restore wholeness. It is not linear, but a spiral journey that will take you to zero point over and over again, but at a higher spiral. No belief is real. Only love is. When we choose to open this door we are reborn. It’s a responsibility I believe we all need to take more seriously. To the soul’s lens, everything has significance, purpose and a point. We just have to stay open and trust our unique process.”

This is such a sacred time on our planet Earth. And to all of you courageous, brave, powerful independent spiritual gladiators, wanderers and way showers I believe that we have walked this path together only to return now and ascend to a higher vibration.  The more we can face uncertain and sometimes scary events with mercy, grace, forgiveness, compassion and kindness for ourselves and for others, the closer we get to changing our world and the easier it will be to walk each other home knowing We are all One! When I look around and see the depth of spirit  uplifting humanity and sharing their brilliant light with the planet, I feel so privileged to be part of this evolution.